Letting Go

Some how I became the single person in my group of friends. I don't know what to do, when I go out with them I will always feel like the third wheel. They say that it won't be like that but it already started. The last time i wrote in this I said that I did not fell right in my friend house. I consider why I felt like this for a while and came up with they don't need me right now. We still friends but I won't be going over there for a long while. If they need me they can call me but I going to have to say goodbye for now. It hurts like hell to do this but it feels right. I don't want to be alone and due to the fact that this is the right thing to do I fell more pain now than I felt in a long time. The worst thing about this is I have no one to talk about it,don't you love the irony of it.